| So, it's official...I don't like Kennesaw State Univeristy. Lovin life up there, hatin the school part. yeah...ready for it to be over. |
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| So, I'm totally procrastinating. I don't know why, but I have NO motivation to study for my midterms. This is really, really, really, really bad. This semester I have been so nonchalant when it comes to school. I don't know why. I mean, I'm still doing well, but I dunno, I am just soooooo tired of going to school. I'm sleepy all the time. I have a headache right now too. and my teeth hurt...not sure what's up with that. I have no focus. This is so a bad thing. And I have no motivation to want to go to work either which is really bad because I get to pick what days I go. Not good. oh goodness. Okay, I'm gonna get to work. Six years of college better be worth it in the end........
By the way, while it's on my mind, I need to vent some.
K, so I don't understand what the deal is with race. Like, honestly we're all the same whether we're white, black, green, or purple. I don't get it. It's a shame that previous generations are still hung up on this concept that one is better than the other. I want to encourage all of you to reshape this country by teaching your kids and settting the example that race is not an issue. This really stinks that I have to even consider these things to be happy with my life. To be fully happy, content, and live like every other happy couple there is in the world. It just isn't fair. Everyone deserves to be happy and be in love. Well, I am in love and I can't be fully happy because of this whole race issue. It's so stupid and I just don't get it. How is it that my parents feel one way and I don't feel that way. That just goes to show that there is a right and a wrong on the subject and I think we all know who's right (me). Good grief! He makes me so happy. I feel complete with him and yet I feel like I need to just forget about it because I know that my parents and his are gonna have a heartattack over it. And that's just not fair because we deserve to be happy. And if it's God wants then it should be able to happen without any heartache. But then again, if it is what God wants then maybe eventually God will bring them around to it. He's so wonderful and cares so much about me. I've never known anyone to treat me as good as he does, who cares as much as he does, who adores me as much as he does, who I just can't seem to get enough of, when he holds me it's like I just fit right in like a puzzle, it's like he can't hold me close enough. He holds me up above everyone else. It can't just be an infatuation. It doesn't make sense to be that way. I can see myself telling my parents and them not talking to me for a while, I can see myself getting married to him and my family coming around one at a time. I can see me having beautiful babies with him right by my side, sending them off to their first day of school together, and seeing them get married together, growing old together. I can't see myself with anyone else. I dunno, maybe he's not the one, but even if so which I don't know for sure yet, but if so, the whole race issue shouldn't hold me back. Love doesn't have color so why should color stop love.
Okay, I think I'm done. Probably not, but I feel a little better.
Love you guys,
Lizzy |
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| Nocturnal is everything ATL makes up to be and then some! Whooo! Had a good time! |
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| Funny how the things that made you happy and excited when you were a little kid, just seem to scare you when your older….sometimes you even notice things you wish you never knew about your favorite shows….like how perverted Pee Wee Herman really was! Good Grief! |
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| Life has a way of kicking you in the butt. Or rather bringing up new or revisted happenings in life to throw you off. This is one heck of a test God is puting me through. I have to admit, I'm not doing so well is passing it. But I'm really just trying to figure out what I'm suppose to do. I know the answer, but I don't wanna admit it. Going to church with my Aunt Carlyn tommorow. Should be interesting. Anyways. Much Love to all of you! I miss y'all! ~~Lizzy |
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